I hate...

I hate the way I love you, there
is nothing I can do to change.
I hate the way you see me,
messed up and rearranged.
I hate the way you want me, the
way I used to be.
I hate the way I want to be
what you want to see.
I hate the way I see you, perfect
in every way.
I hate the way I want to see that
perfect you, more and more
each day.
I hate the way you act, as if I am
the world to you.
I hate the way I know
everything you say is a lie, yet I
go through
I hate the way you talk with so
much love in your tone.
I hate the way I gave myself to
you s if my heart was on a loan.
I hate the way you can look
deep into my eyes so sad.
I hate being away from you
makes me feel so bad.
I hate the way we kiss, you
know each time I fall in love.
I hate the way I see you as my
angel, my blessing from above.
I hate the way I love you more
than words can say,